Echoes of Eden | 11.14.16

Have you ever had the sense of something so much bigger than yourself, maybe catching a glimpse of something so beautiful, something strange or exciting, and yet peaceful? Like, that overwhelming feeling of awe at the birth of your child, or the lump that comes into your throat at a poignant moment in a movie; a piece of music that taps into something deep inside, a warm sense of “rightness” when you give of yourself sacrificially, or that sense of deep mystery and beauty watching a sunset over the ocean. NT Wright describes this as “echoes of a voice that points beyond itself.”

So what are these echoes pointing to?

For years, I didn’t really get how the Bible stories from centuries ago had anything to do with my life now, or what the long litany of the people of Israel had to do with Jesus. But, slowly I’ve begun to understand that the Bible is telling an on-going epic story that isn’t over yet – a drama that we are now experiencing. This story is full of adventure, romance, danger, and betrayal, with a hero/lover and a evil villain. Ecclesiastes 3:11 tells us that we have eternity written in our hearts, planted there by God – a Story (with a capital “S”) that we just can’t escape; somehow we just know there has to be more to our existence.

The Bible stories of the people of Israel are not just random stories, but are pieces of the saga that tell of God’s long-term plan to rescue and redeem the hearts of people and restore things back to the way they were meant to be – before evil entered the Story. The circumstances of your life are not just random events, but are interactive scenes in which you have an important role to play – one full of adventure, intrigue, sacrifice, danger, love, regret, and hope.

I believe the echoes are whispers from the One who loves us and will do whatever it takes to win our hearts back to Him. The voice is calling to us of a world set right again, a foretaste of what living life with God at the center will be like, pointing to the ending of the Story – which has already been written. Like all great stories, the villain is disposed of, the hero rescues the heroine, and they all live happily ever after – the kind of ending our hearts long for.

“There is far more going on around us than meets the eye. We live in a world with two halves, one part that we can see and another part that we cannot. We must live as though the unseen world (the rest of reality) is more weighty and more real and more dangerous than the part of reality we can see.” ~John Eldredge, Epic

How would you live differently if you believed this Story to be true?

God With Us | 11.7.16

For me personally, I think one of the hardest things about having faith in God and following Jesus is the simple fact that God is invisible. We can’t see Him physically or talk with Him face to face, the way we do with other people. We talk about spending time with God, but honestly, this can seem a pretty nebulous and unrealistic activity; in my most doubt-filled moments, I wonder if the Emperor has no clothes on, after all. You know what I mean? And yet, even in the middle of all the questions, somehow we persevere. Like the man who said to Jesus, “I believe, but…help me in my unbelief!”

Ancient Biblical characters struggled with maintaining their faith and obedience to an invisible God, just as we do. I’d like to think that had I been around for God’s miraculous rescue of the people of Israel from Pharaoh, or been fed by manna every day, getting visual travel directions from a cloud by day and a pillar of fire by night, I for sure would never have doubted that God was real and present. Or, if only I’d been around to see Jesus in the flesh and watched the miracles He did, I’d never doubt again.

HA! Probably not.

Although God hasn’t changed at all, the way He reveals Himself to people has progressively developed over human history. We have the benefit of hindsight, the written Word of God, and the presence of the Holy Spirit; we know that eventually, God came to be with us by becoming human. Although the people of Israel had the tabernacle as evidence that God was with them, we now know that the blood of Jesus made the blood sacrifices of approaching a holy God unnecessary – a much more perfect way for God to be with us than tabernacle worship rituals. And, we also know that the presence of the invisible God is with us through the Holy Spirit living in us, promised to all who believe.

Even though the people of Israel had stunning and physical evidences of God’s presence with them, the whole chapter of Hebrews 11 is a list of how even they had to live by faith, waiting in hope for what God had promised. Just like we do.

And just what is that promise? The one thing we were created for: to be in God’s presence and speak with Him face to face – to fully know Him as He knows us, and to enjoy Him forever. Until then, by faith we stumble on and continue to live in His invisible presence, waiting and hoping.

Do you have trouble really believing that God is with you?

Watchman Nee says, “I must first have the sense of God’s possession of me before I can have the sense of His presence with me.”

Falling Grace | 10.31.16

I wandered outside for a quick break last week, and was instantly caught up by the sound and sight of leaves falling like snow in the woods behind our house. The rustling of the breeze in the treetops and the actual sound of dry leaves rustling as they fell was totally mesmerizing; the woods were magically alive! Thinking about the leaves falling, this idea came to mind : All summer long the leaves withstand strong winds, heat, pouring rain – and they mostly stay put. But when fall arrives, down they come with a slight breeze, or just let go for no reason. We don’t make it happen. Something much bigger than us, outside of our control, triggers this letting go of the leaves. The phrase “grace like rain” came into my head as I watched.

That got me thinking about God’s grace. A short definition I’ve heard is: undeserved favor. You also might have heard of something called “common grace”: common because its benefits are experienced by the whole human race, and grace because it is undeserved and sovereignly given by God. Just like the leaves in fall, common grace falls on everyone everywhere, and is initiated by God’s action, not ours. But, I find Dallas Willard’s definition most helpful; he explains grace as being God’s actions toward us. Everything in life is weaved together by God so that, as Acts 17: 27 says, we “might seek after God and perhaps feel our way toward him and find him.” He initiates, we respond.

In fact, the entire Bible is the story of God’s action to redeem His creation, doing whatever it takes to win hearts back to him, to be in relationship the way He intended. God graced the people of Israel with the Law, showing them how to live in unbroken relationship with Himself and each other, but as the story goes on, God’s redeeming grace – love in action – went even further. He gave nothing less than Himself; again, not because of anything we’ve done to deserve this.

Why does this distinction matter? Because God’s redeeming grace, unlike His common grace, asks that we recognize and accept His action towards us in order to live with Him. “We have peace with God through our Lord Jesus Christ, through whom we have gained access by faith into this grace in which we now stand. (Romans 5:1-2)

Grace is most needed and best understood in the midst of sin, suffering, and brokenness. We live in a world of earning, deserving, and merit, and these result in judgment. That is why everyone wants and needs grace. Judgment kills. Only grace makes alive.” Justin Holcomb

Always and forever the gift of life that showers down on us by the grace of God.

Beloved | 5.15.16

About the topic of loving God with our whole heart, I thought that maybe we need to back up a step. What if the issue is not that we don’t love God enough? Maybe it’s that we don’t understand just how much God loves us. We hear this a lot, but do we really get it?

Do you know who you are, or whose you are? God has had you in mind since before the world began. You were created in love and your core identity is a very-much wanted child of God. He made you to be His image-bearer, inherently valuable, possessing hidden greatness and beauty. So, why don’t we really believe this?

Long story short, God wants your heart, but so does the enemy of your soul. Satan hates God and wants to destroy everything and everyone that God loves. Satan uses every opportunity to whisper into your heart and mind, weaving a tory through the wounds and fears you carry from living in a fallen world. Stories that you are a failure, unloveable, will never measure up; thoughts that God can’t be trusted, or is punishing you, and that your past is unforgivable, etc. You come to believe these stories, often without recognizing their source.

Make no mistake; Satan’s purpose is that you continue to live separated emotionally and spiritually from yourself, your friends, your family, as well as from God – simply filling in time.

From The Sacred Romance, by Curtis & Eldredge:

“He (Satan) accuses God to us and us to God. He accuses us through the words of parents and friends and God himself. He calls good evil, and evil good and always helps us question whether God has anything good in mind in his plans for us. He steals our innocence as children and replaces it with a blind naivete or cynicism as adults. He separates beauty from truth…replacing the love affair {between God and us} with a religious system of do’s and don’ts that parch our hearts.”

The true story told in the Bible is that God loved you into existence and has been pursuing you your whole life. We don’t have to get God to love us by doing something right – even loving Him back – because His love for us is not based on what we’ve done, but on who we are: beloved child of God. We love God because He first loved us. Loving Him back is a response to His love.