Real Needs | 10.24.16

Just a month after God powerfully delivered the people of Israel from Pharaoh, they were back to complaining, and quite dramatically at that: “If only the Lord had killed us back in Egypt,” they moaned. “There we sat around pots filled with meat and ate all the bread we wanted. But now you have brought us into this wilderness to starve us all to death.” (Exodus 16:3) To quote the late great B.B. King, the thrill was clearly gone!

I want to get all judgmental about their poor behavior: How could they be so forgetful and ungrateful? How could they dare to complain like that to the Lord God Almighty, who had just shown them what He was capable of doing on their behalf? Evidently, their deliverance didn’t mean that they actually arrived, and they were not happy campers! Turns out that God’s purposes were more than to give them a comfortable existence—they did not yet know and trust God. Grumpy, hungry, cranky, disgruntled people – wait, that sounds a lot like me when I get troubled, tired, and out of my comfort zone. Perfect conditions for God to train, correct, discipline, and teach obedience, right?

Ooh, I really don’t like those words much. I don’t like being told what to do, and I am more than a bit stubborn and independent. I much prefer to focus on God’s love, peace, and joy, and would rather gloss over words like discipline, test, training, submit, obey. But, believe me – those words and concepts pop up all over Scripture, and I’m learning that my dislike of them says a lot more about my stubborn heart than about God’s love and goodness.

In the continuing story of Israel, God clearly set about testing their faithfulness to Him, and expected them to obey His commands. He miraculously sent them the food they needed, along with specific instructions as to how to get the food, with a clearly stated purpose: “By evening you will realize it was the Lord who brought you out of the land of Egypt. In the morning you will see the glory of the Lord, because He has heard your complaints…” When some didn’t obey the instructions, God explained further: “How long will these people refuse to obey my commands and instructions? They must realize that the Sabbath is the Lord’s gift to you. That is why He gives you a two-day supply on the sixth day, so there will be enough for two days.” (Exodus 16:28-29) Provision for their needs along with an unexpected gift…but with instructions to be obeyed.

Why do we always think our plan is better than His?

What if obedience is not about being coerced by someone exerting their position, power, and authority, but is a freely given response to evident superiority, knowledge, and ability? What if God knows far more about what we need than we do? Like a good parent, He loves us by training, discipline, and correction to mold our character. He teaches us through both good and bad experiences that we can depend on Him – that He is faithful and trustworthy. We learn to see more and more clearly just who He is – a good and loving Father.

Our Lord never insists on having authority over us. He never says, “You will submit to me.” No, He leaves us perfectly free to choose He never insists on obedience, but when we truly see Him we will instantly obey Him. Then He is easily Lord of our life, and we live in adoration of Him from morning till night. The level of my growth in grace is revealed by the way I look at obedience.  

~Oswald Chambers, My Utmost for His Highest July 19

God Almighty | 10.10.16

Did you ever wonder why God made the people of Israel go through the plagues, right after He had promised He was going to deliver them? What kind of loving God would allow this, much less actually even cause it? In their misery, and of course not knowing how the story was going to end, they couldn’t even begin to picture the good ending that God promised through Moses.

As I was reading through this story in Exodus, I was struck by how very clear God was about His purpose for this whole adventure. Over and over, different variations of the same reasons are spelled out: “…so that you may know that I am the Lord” and “the Egyptians will know that there is no one like me in all the earth.”

I noticed an interesting turn halfway through the story. God allowed the Israelites to experience the first few plagues along with all of Egypt. Imagine how confused and angry they were toward God at that point. But then, God started exempting them from the increasingly horrific plagues that kept on coming, but now only on the Egyptians. The story doesn’t tell how the Israelites responded, but I’m guessing their view of God was shifting. Maybe they were just a little bit more ready to trust that He really was working on their behalf, a bit closer to recognizing Him as sovereign and powerful Lord God Almighty—more so than if they had just been allowed to walk away on the first try.

God was working on a much bigger plan than the people of Israel could see. He did, in fact, keep His promise to them, and in such a big way that the story is still being told today. He did, in fact, bring relief and hope in the middle of the plagues, growing their ability to trust that He really was God Almighty and was working toward their rescue.

When things are going smoothly and life seems easy, our natural response seems to be that we forget God. But, we call out for Him when we are in pain. In our need and powerlessness we begin to experience the ways that He is working for good – and not just for us, but weaving our lives together with seemingly random and often painful circumstances, and other people, for His purposes.

Is it possible that God allows hard times to come to us so that we might turn to Him and be more able to recognize Him as our loving, good, and all-powerful Lord God Almighty? He is God, and we are not.

Got Doubt?| 10.3.16

Does having a strong faith mean you don’t have doubts and uncertainties about God, or get angry at Him and question what He is doing, or not doing?

I’m thinking about the biblical story in Exodus of how the Israelite were miserably enslaved under Pharaoh. Just imagine when they heard the great news that God was going to rescue them. Most likely they would have expected that God’s promise meant that deliverance would come quickly and easily. They probably would have celebrated, “Yay! We’re gonna pack up and walk outta here! God is so good!” But things went badly right away, and that was just the beginning.

The people blamed Moses for setting Pharaoh against them and making things worse. Moses then blamed God for this bad turn of events: “What’s up? Ever since I went to Pharaoh to speak in Your name, things have gotten much worse, and You have not rescued Your people at all!” Oh, and he complained again about his poor speaking skills. Just couldn’t let that one go. I just love Moses’ honest give-and-take relationship with God.

Honestly, I don’t think there’s anyone who hasn’t been confused or disappointed by God’s action or inaction. Sometimes we think that if we struggle with uncertainty and doubt, or question God’s actions, we don’t have enough faith. Like, it’s not okay to yell at God, right? Better keep your mouth shut. But, watching Moses’ relationship with God unfold we get a great picture of authentic Biblical faith. This is faith that trusts in God’s character in the face of uncertainty and hope that comes from knowing who God is and trusting His heart—hope in the middle of pain. This kind of faith doesn’t suppress doubts and emotional outbursts at God, isn’t passive aggressive, or pretend to have all the right answers.

I’m quite sure Moses didn’t anticipate the long, painful, drawn-out ordeal that followed. He lost his temper occasionally, and argued with God multiple times. But he never lost sight of whom he trusted – the I AM, Lord God Almighty. Moses hung in there with God, mistakes and all – and God hung in there with him, eventually doing what He had promised. Moses even made the list of those commended for their faith in Hebrews 11:27. “It was by faith that Moses left the land of Egypt, not fearing the king’s anger. He kept right on going because he kept his eyes on the One who is invisible.”

What happens to your faith and trust in God when life gets sticky and the easy answers don’t fit? Is He still faithful and good when He doesn’t seem to be rescuing you from pain and suffering?

“Faith is not about striving for certainty. It’s about striving to remain faithful in the midst of uncertainty.” ~ Greg Boyd, Benefit of the Doubt

Not Me! | 9.26.16

Have you ever been in a situation where you felt completely like a ‘poser’ and always a little fearful about getting found out for who you really are? When I was hired to fill the position of a worship leader, it took me a long time to feel comfortable with that job title. I was sure people could see right through it to the real me: I didn’t have all the answers, and wasn’t at all perfect – not what I thought a real worship leader was, or should be – an introvert who happened to have musical talent, but would rather be in the background, uncomfortable performing and being in the spotlight – especially speaking, What WERE you thinking??? Poser!

Out of all the characters in the Bible, I identify most with Moses. When God asked him to do his part in rescuing the people of Israel, that guy balked and came up with more excuses than even I could have! In the story of their dialogue in Exodus Ch. 3-4, five times Moses talks back to God – protesting, pleading to be let off the hook. “Who am I to do this? What if they don’t believe me? I don’t speak very well, etc, etc.”

Reading this story, I am amazed at this God of ours. He listened and answered Moses respectfully with kindness and patience, not brushing his fears and feelings aside, but instead giving him reassurance, advice and tools for each objection. Amazingly enough, even the fifth time when Moses said, “Not me! Pick someone else to do this,” God didn’t give up on him and kick him to the curb, although He was frustrated to the point of anger! He flexed and worked with Moses’ insecurity and lack of trust by giving him Aaron to do the actual speaking.

I wonder if the reason God was angry was because Moses had focused on himself and his own flaws rather than trusting in God and His promise to come alongside him and give him everything he needed to do the job. After all, as M. Basil Pennington says:

The fact is that there is nothing that we are doing that God could not raise up a stone in the field to do for him.

But He wants us to be a part of what He is doing. God completely understands our issues and fears, and always gracious, won’t override or control our choices. He has promised to be with us and give us whatever we need to bring about His good purposes, for His glory – not ours. Contrary to what we may think, His power is often seen through His ability to work through our weaknesses and failures.