For me personally, I think one of the hardest things about having faith in God and following Jesus is the simple fact that God is invisible. We can’t see Him physically or talk with Him face to face, the way we do with other people. We talk about spending time with God, but honestly, this can seem a pretty nebulous and unrealistic activity; in my most doubt-filled moments, I wonder if the Emperor has no clothes on, after all. You know what I mean? And yet, even in the middle of all the questions, somehow we persevere. Like the man who said to Jesus, “I believe, but…help me in my unbelief!”
Ancient Biblical characters struggled with maintaining their faith and obedience to an invisible God, just as we do. I’d like to think that had I been around for God’s miraculous rescue of the people of Israel from Pharaoh, or been fed by manna every day, getting visual travel directions from a cloud by day and a pillar of fire by night, I for sure would never have doubted that God was real and present. Or, if only I’d been around to see Jesus in the flesh and watched the miracles He did, I’d never doubt again.
HA! Probably not.
Although God hasn’t changed at all, the way He reveals Himself to people has progressively developed over human history. We have the benefit of hindsight, the written Word of God, and the presence of the Holy Spirit; we know that eventually, God came to be with us by becoming human. Although the people of Israel had the tabernacle as evidence that God was with them, we now know that the blood of Jesus made the blood sacrifices of approaching a holy God unnecessary – a much more perfect way for God to be with us than tabernacle worship rituals. And, we also know that the presence of the invisible God is with us through the Holy Spirit living in us, promised to all who believe.
Even though the people of Israel had stunning and physical evidences of God’s presence with them, the whole chapter of Hebrews 11 is a list of how even they had to live by faith, waiting in hope for what God had promised. Just like we do.
And just what is that promise? The one thing we were created for: to be in God’s presence and speak with Him face to face – to fully know Him as He knows us, and to enjoy Him forever. Until then, by faith we stumble on and continue to live in His invisible presence, waiting and hoping.
Do you have trouble really believing that God is with you?
Watchman Nee says, “I must first have the sense of God’s possession of me before I can have the sense of His presence with me.”
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